Feel like this should be in the 'I don't get it' section because...i don't get it...

I have this friend. We'll call her Friend X. She has become my best friend lately. I text her all the time. She brightens up my day. She's the shine to my sun. I know I'm not her best friend because she always talks about her best friend. I have quite a few friends like this. But when she goes away....and I can't text her for even a day, I get really depressed. She always makes me feel good about myself. She's always telling me I'm beautiful and such and it means a lot to me because I don't feel that I am. She makes me happy. And not much makes me happy these days. I just transferred to a new school and thanks to her texts in the morning encouraging me to 'be beautiful' I always have a good day at school. Instead of being shy and depressed in the corner alone at school I'm Miss Social. I'm always laughing and smiling and I have made so many friends in just a few days. She brings out the best in me. I talk to her all the time but I don't exactly know her, if you know what I mean. How can you really, truly know someone? You don't know everything about them even if you know their favorites or their secrets. Now I'm just ranting xD I don't know how to deal with the withdrawl of my friend.

Aww ems i felt the same way when i moved away from my friend (Friend Y ;) Just keep in touch..If you can, ask if you can see each other now and then. My parents knew how good of a friend Friend Y was to me, and they made an 8 hour drive so i could see her for a day :) You'll be ok, hang out with your other friends (of course, not saying to forget her) and just try to be happy :p

Thanks Kitty :)

Np C: ps: ranting= my specialty lol

lol x3 mine too

I just was so happy because I remembered I'm going to my horse back riding lessons tomorrow but then I remembered I can't text my friend about it and now I'm sad. -___- ah fun.

I feel like this was about me... Please correct me if I'm wrong.

:/ Um. /loss for words/